


I learned from the desert
to grow without water
to turn the scorching heat of the summers,
the unsparing hot loo winds
and feel their cool aftertouch.
I learned to dig deep into the ground
to find whatever air to survive.
To disappear like the dead - every year
only to come out of the closet
when the sky is benevolent,
in the bright green dress
and laugh.
My story is best known to me –
a long sadhna of being and becoming.
To flower once in a while
and sway when the wind blows.
Scattering my seeds,
making a garden out of my own nothingness.







Her documentary Meen Raag won the Silver Lotus at the 69th National Film Awards, while her docu-series Equals received Special Mention at the IDA Awards 2023. Her experimental film Gagan Gaman premiered at MAMI Mumbai Film Festival 2024 and Internationale Kurtzfilmtage Winterthur 2025 amongst others. An exhibition derived from her decade-long practice titled “Bheetar/Bahar” was showcased at Jairangam 2025.
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